My Story

I have decided to share with you guys my story. Half way through my 8th grade year I had my 3 best friend turn on me completely. There was one in specific who would torture me completely everyday I went to school. She would say things to me that I promised that I would never repeat. The other two I had known for a very long time and I instilled a lot of trust in them. They knew a lot about me, and it go to the point where it wasn't just them who knew the things I had told them. The whole amount of stress built up and gave me constant headaches for months. In a time of need I turned to the teacher I trusted the most. Which is something i would suggest that you do if you are facing the same thing, it helps a lot when someone knows what you are going through.And I will be completely honast with you guys, there were days when I came home from school with those headaches and I just cried, it was bound to happen. I thought and thought for the months that this carried on, and i realized that these girls did not have anything against me, they were just afraid of themselves.My mom used to tell me that they were just jealous of what I have, something I didn't believe. After weeks of trying to work with the counsler and the principle I was given the option of a contract, the three of them, could not say anything that envolved me, and I could not say anything about them or we would face consequences. I eventually stood back from the situation and after the main one moved on to some where else, things quieted down and I even had the two other girls apologize to me. The trust will never be there again, I can't bare to let myself open up to them anymore and they know that. I have recently realized how much this kind of thing happens a lot behind closed doors like mine did, and I plan on helping out and getting the word out that there is help, you just have to know where to look.

Mothers Instinct

I always look up to my mom for advice for any kind of situation. I have learned over the past year or so that she knows a lot more the i thought she did. I struggled with self confidence and bullys. Yet through it all, my mom always knew what was right to do. Don't doubt your mother, she knows a lot. She is someone to look up to for any kind of advice, any adult figure for that matter, don't try to handle some situations by yourself, thats when you get angry and do things you will later regret, stay calm and handle it with help, because a little bit of help can go a long way.

In the beginning...

Good evening all! i got this idea to start this blog from a teacher i had a couple years back. There are many focuses to this blog, i will have poems, advice, etc., up as often as i can. I want to help young girls (and guys!) become more self confident. I want to help those who are having a hard time, and are having problems, because i know what its like, I'll have my story up soon i promise. If you are having a problem or are hurting now, let me know, ill try to help as best as I can. My close friends come to me a lot to get help, and I know that there are many others who need it, so I will try to help with anything. I hope you guys enjoy my blog!